Hope & Remorse

Relationships can be tough...
you give all you can, take all that is given
can't give what is expected, don't get what is desired

This empty feeling inside me I try to fill, with haunting tunes but time passes by and the void diminishes with the promise returning again...

Again I find myself fiddling with the desire to throw off my skin and plunge into the dark waters. But I know that I will get up again and make things right, take a look at the wide ocean and smile... happy in the fact that I was not out of options, that I made a decision, that I hope 'hope floats', that I can do anything and that a better future awaits along with with the very enjoyable present.

But some changes will be made... gotta talk to HER, I feel the love welling up again.

Promises and Lies

Well I created this blog hoping to document at least some part of my daily life so that I can be social in a very private way.

Lets hope I get something good in...